Restarting My Life After 17 Years of Wasting Time
Today I woke up at 12:17 AM and decided to create this blog to express my daily feelings and try to start fresh. I’m addicted to anime and manhwa. Most days I spend 12 hours just watching and wasting time. Every night before sleeping, I tell myself, “Tomorrow I’ll change. Tomorrow I’ll start working hard.” But somehow the next day comes, and nothing changes. Even today, I woke up late and the first thing I did was start writing this blog. The weird thing is, I feel like I already have the skills to become successful online. I know editing, ideas, content, gaming, and many other things that could probably make me a millionaire someday. But I can never stay dedicated long enough to actually use those skills properly. Sometimes I feel lazy. Sometimes I feel stupid. And sometimes I think my own ego is holding me back. I once scored 160 IQ on an online test, but intelligence means nothing if you don’t use it consistently. Maybe this blog is my first real step toward changing myself instead ...